No Road to Nowhere

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The writing workshop I am currently taking brought to mind the rich stories we all have. That brought to mind the following.....

Some months back I viewed a video put together by someone who had been a follower of The Way International. If I recall correctly, this person was involved with The Way for 2 to 3 years some decades ago. The song featured on the video was Nowhere Road. The photos were of various scenes and books depicting the 'dark side' of The Way.

It hurt to watch. I was left with tears on my cheeks thinking, "My life has not been a road to nowhere."

In fact, all roads lead somewhere....even if that somewhere is "nowhere."

I appreciated the artist's expression and I recognize that was what the video was....or at least that is my impression. By that I mean that the photos put with the song are artistic expression, not necessarily a literal fact of life.

I think people who left The Way decades ago and/or who were only involved for a short period of time, can state that The Way was a road to nowhere...for them.

I cannot say that. The Way was my entire formative adult years and beyond. I was involved from ages 18 to 46. I am now 50. It will be over 6 more years before I will have spent more time out of The Way than in The Way.

I lived those 28 years; I lived. I cried. I laughed. I loved. I hurt. I rejoiced. I was manipulated. I manipulated. I gave birth from the womb. I ended a life in the womb. I found myself. I lost myself.

I hope some can understand that those years for me were not a 'Nowhere Road.' They were very much part of my journey that has led me to where I am.

If someone were to ask me, "Well, isn't The Way a road to nowhere?"

At this point I'd answer, "No. As of when I departed in 2005 it was a dead road, fossilized, that would lead to something akin to a boring social club. Prior to that The Way was a road of many landscapes: adventure, joy, God, truth, enlightenment, service, legalism, totalism, licentiousness, lies, suppression, abuses, toxicity and all shades in between. The scenery one experienced depended on when and where one took the detour or if they took it as a main route."

All that said, I still accept, acknowledge, and honor the artist's expression and that for some people their experience was a Nowhere Road. And I too got tired....

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So what song comes to my mind regarding my journey? Hmmm... How 'bout Carole King's... Tapestry.



I searched for the Nowhere Road video. I found it, but it appears to have been redone. Some of the images are different. It has since disappeared.

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